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Thursday, October 11, 2012 @ 11:21 AM
mindless blogging, spare yourself and don't read All my courses are so demanding, I had to drop my "bird course" because it was ridculously demanding. Sure, the content was simple but the amount of work I have to put into it is so time-consuming. I should be focusing on organic chemistry and statistics more than anything. I really want to put a lot of effort into those courses. I should even focus on music since they're all full year courses. Why am I wasting time blogging? This is all mindless for me. Its literally my brainwaves being translated onto this keyboard onto this screen. Not to mention, I do have a stats test today but that doesn't really matter because I do have a cheat sheet. What is wrong with me? I'm frustrated with school. I just want to sleep. How is it possible to sleep so little without feeling so tired? Someone please share your secrets with me. Enlighten me. I'm just dying to know. While you're at it, how do you become a genius overnight? I've already deprived myself from downloading music not related to my music course so I could stay on track. Why is this happening? This isn't healthy. I hope this stupid blog saves me from insanity. I don't want to give up just yet. |
I'm a breathing complacent narcissist and its almost pretentious to say that I'm also a jaded student. Ergo, I've learned that self-indulgence is detrimental. My confidence is so extensive that I might just be influential enough to change you. I believe in dream chasing and opportunity seizing. Love is all you need. As for this blog, its just for my free time. `2012