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Monday, November 12, 2012 @ 8:44 AM
keep the cake away I've been having my cake and eating it too literally and figuratively. Wednesday, November 7, 2012 @ 7:58 PM
On y est presque. I'm definitely missing the French language in my life but I do have minimal regrets of not continuing it this year because of the disagreeable experience I had last year. I'm down to one job and absolutely no volunteering. I've been focused on school and pleased to say that I'm doing very well. I recently got an A+ on my statistics midterm. I'm actually back on here to release my frustrations. You know what really grinds my gears? Presumptuous people that like to underestimate me in my work life and love life. Here's a wake up call, you don't know who I am so I don't know where you're fetching all your ratchet facts from. Do not call me a princess, I work for everything I have. My parents don't simply hand me over everything I ask for. I may look like a spoiled brat at times, but you have been fooled. I'm just fortunate enough to have my parents pay for my tuition but that's all that's coming out of their pockets right now. That, "you're mom is a nurse" bull crap isn't an excuse to not work. I'm entirely independent and I manage my own finances. Another instance is when you tell me to not develop feelings for you. Open your eyes, you still don't know me, I don't think you can dictate how I'm supposed to feel. First of all, I know what I get myself into because unlike most people I find the time to think before I act. Also, I'm pretty sure it was stated prior to this commencement of romance that it wasn't serious. I'm not stupid, and I'd hate for you to think I'm incompetent. Perhaps I should call you incompetent because you have no knowledge of what you've gotten yourself into. The amount of attraction is skewed when its divided between the both of us. I personally think you like me more. There was no initial attraction for me, I just became accustomed. I might deserve all this presumptuous crap though because of the front I put on. I'm actually struggling on the inside, I don't want people to know how hard I actually work. I find it more satisfying to make it seem easy. But to be honest, every waking minute I spend thinking about school. Wherever I go, I bring homework! I even attempt to do homework on my break. There's always something to be done. While the world is sleeping, I'm off slaying my wretched homework, understanding new concepts that your indifferent mind will never be able to comprehend. I'm just feeling spiteful today, hopefully this will phase soon. I'm convinced its because of the misalignment of normal sleep-wake times and my circadian rhythm thus leading to insufficient sleep. Whatever, I don't have anything to lose. I'm still doing me. What about you? |
I'm a breathing complacent narcissist and its almost pretentious to say that I'm also a jaded student. Ergo, I've learned that self-indulgence is detrimental. My confidence is so extensive that I might just be influential enough to change you. I believe in dream chasing and opportunity seizing. Love is all you need. As for this blog, its just for my free time. `2012